An object of fun?

Here's my top suggestion: Get a few books about Introverts and read them. You're obviously feeling bad about yourself right now and need something to pick yourself up. There are books written completely about the advantages Introverts have over Extroverts. Of course you shouldn't think you're better than others but thinking you're worse than them is just as bad. Once you've read them you can use some of the information to respond (Calmly and politely!) when people make disgusting and rude comments to your face. I really hope this helps and people stop being such jerks to you.