Arranged marriage - No thanks?

I don't know whether or not you want pity but, you poor girl. This isn't fair, it isn't fair for anyone. If you leave, you'll die (most likely). If you go to a post-secondary education, you'll die (most likely) and if you get married, you'll most likely have a crap life (most likely). My advice: Save up as much money as you can. Get at least a good $1000 or more. Second, go to a teacher. Confide in some respectful and mature adult that you trust that you need help once school is over. Ask them for their opinion but first have them swear on their religion or something that they won't tell anyone. Third, tie up all loose ends, don't invite anyone over for a while and tell your father all your friends and you had a falling out- incase your father looks into your friends for you, don't burden them with that. At the end of the year, hop on a bus and go to a city (sort of close but not to close to where you are now) that for sure has a women's shelter in them. Change your name, get a haircut, try a new makeup routine. You don't want to be found, you don't want to give away anything that could link you back to your old life. Stay at the women's shelter and build your life up. Get a low paying job and work your way up. No matter how bad this sounds, get a job as a nanny or a maid. It might not be the best but it sure beats poverty. And listen, would you rather live life being very poor and pitiful or would you rather be in some country you hate, with a man you most likely hate, being forced to bear children and being a dog to some random male. Don't give up fighting, always make a plan before you move on and good luck. If you need anymore help just message me. Good Luck and Good Life.